who are you for real?

 jeff? 

seriously?

improvising my letter to jeff. properly.

i havent sent this letter to anyone else yet.

except paul.

our cousin.

in alberta.

but jeff, i'm warning you, don't make dad suffer much longer.

he better show signs of wellness soon.

or i will.

the things you yelled at me on the highway, jeff.

i still can't get over that someone would scream those things at his brother...

in summary it clearly means what i address here. it clearly does.

or your a complete psychopath jeff.

because only a totally dangerous psychopath would have screamed the things you screamed at me on the highway.

it all happened exactly like you said.

in summary.

regarding those words you screamed at me. on the highway, jeff.

how did you know everything that was going to happen? like that? it all happened to dad exactly like you said it would. 

how did you know all that?

unless you do have a time altering device. and who knows what else you've done with such a device.

like dishonor hebrews 13: 4 for example. when it comes to me.

or like how you and teresa went through moms things.

after my mother died. and then you denied it.

you didn't even tell me you were rummaging through moms things. 

while she lay dead on a table. at the dearness home.

then,when the dearness home staff told me you and teresa were rummaging through moms things you blatantly denied it.

after numerous staff members said it was you.

connect deuteronomy 19: 15.

to matthew 5: 17-20.

you did it with my mother.

when she died.

and disrespected her.

your not gonna do it with my father too.

final summary.

this is about stopping dads merciless unnecacary suffering.

five doctors have told me dad is terminally ill.

keeping him alive to live a useless life is not what dad would want!

so he can suffer!

and shit every day!

dad would not want that!

you know that!

dad wants to be with jesus!

in a decent spiritual concensus.

as 1st cornithians 15: 32-54 warn mortals!

and your opposing jesus and dad on that count!

thats what this is all about!

jeff!

and

its obviously also about not disrespectfully dishonoring dad by  altering dads final will.

which is what you screamed at m on the highway.

and you know it.

so.

i'm sorry jeff.

but if dad looks sad in 3 weeks and if he hasn't shown any signs of proper improvement, then i have to stop this lunancy.

hes suffered unnecacrily like this for too long already.

this is mocking righteousness on all counts.

love truth decency, everything.

keeping dad alive like this so he can be sad and suffer every day much longer is obviously totally disrespectful and idiotically merciless.

quite.

enough is enough.

sorry.

i love my family. that means you and winnie. and dad.

but you and winnie are off base in doing this. look at the facts.

AS LONG AS YOU GET THE FINAL INSULT IN. BY ALTERING DADS FINAL WILL.

RIGHT?

THATS WHAT YOU SAID ON THE HIGHWAY, JEFF.

I HEARD YOU.

how nice of you, jeff.

YA KNOW WHAT, JEFF?

I'VE BEEN VERY PATIENT WITH THIS INSANITY YOU AND WINNIE ARE CLEARLY DISPLAYING!

SO,

THREE WEEKS IS HOW LONG I'M GIVING THIS.

IF DAD DOES NOT SHOW SIGNS OF IMPROVEMENT IN 3 WEEKS THEN I'M GOING TO TELL THE DOCTORS I DON'T WANT HIM TO SUFFER ANYMORE.

THATS IT.

AFTER THAT I'M GONNA DO THE RIGHT THING.

AND TELL THE DOCTORS TO LET DAD BE WITH JESUS. WHICH IS WHERE HE SHOULD BE RIGHT NOW.

THATS MORE THEN FAIR.

ARE YOU SEEING DAD JEFF? LOOK AT OUR FATHER!

HES OBVIOUSLY IN PAIN!

YOUR WILLING TO LET DAD SUFFER LIKE THAT? DOING THAT EVEN IF YOU WERE SINCERE IS QUESTIONABLE!

BUT YOU SAID EVIL THINGS TO ME ON THE HIGHWAY JEFF.

THAT VERIFIES YOUR NOT EVEN BEING SINCERE ABOUT THIS.

SO. IN LIGHT OF THAT INFORMATION ADDRESSED I'VE GOT TO TAKE ACTION SOON.

BY TALKING TO THE DOCTORS.

YA KNOW?

FOR DECENCY. ITS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.

I'M GOING TO TELL THE DOCTORS TO LET DAD REST IN PEACE. AWAY FROM EVIL EARTHLINGS.

THANKS JEFF.

LOVE KERRY.

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summarizing facts.

previous notes.

You emailed me about ten times boasting that you passionately love dad yesterday.

..amidst all of your obvious deliberate callous deceptions.

But when I went over for an hour and a half and then,let you know,, by phone,,,you  had more then  an hour and a half to call him on my phone and talk to him.

But you didn't call him...

Why??

You complained incessantly to me that you couldn't get a hold of him on the phone...